It's about not being disappointed in the end: finding out you boyfriend cheated, your best friend finds many other best friends, siblings screw something up again, your mother needing to be mothered, the coworkers lie and those acquaintances talk behind your back. So instead of waiting for them to disappoint, I do it first. I find a way to fail so that there is no one else but myself to blame even if.
I am done with this type of mentality! I feel I have disappointed some in my life and most of all I continue to disappoint myself. I will continue to be alone if I do not stop making excuses and live like your are supposed to live, to the fullest.
This was supposed to be the year of me, I got my own place, I have a decent job, I am trying to figure out what I want to do with my future but I haven't tried like I said I would. I have already disappointed some in my life and I am ready to prove otherwise.
Here is to a fresh start. No more excuses. Time to get it done. I recently stumbled upon a great video and plan on getting the book very soon but my favorite part of this video is where she says make your mantra: I will figure it out. Getting rid of the I don't know what to dos and stating right here:
I will figure it out!!!!